it's that time of year, again. the colors of the rainbow dot midtown like butterflies. more than a half million people converge on the city to show their pride and relic in what at least feels like normalcy for a moment before being forced to return to their villages and towns of oppression...
i was reminded of this time last year in a stark way last night. steven walked in. after having not seen him for a year, it was nice, but the longer i looked at him, the more uneasy i was. i left.
to explain, though, all the feelings of anger and hurt weren't there. i just wanted to fold up and ask, "why"? and why what, i don't know. it's been so long ago. he moved to france last july or august so i haven't had to deal with any of the emotions. i guess last night was a clue that i better start.
i'm at work. it's been busy already but it's calming down. writing a letter now to remind residents to pick up after their dogs. yay! haha.
screen on the green is tonight... they're playing mommie dearest. i guess i'll finally get my 'gay card' afterwards, since i'm almost crucified each time i tell someone i've never seen it. all i know about it is the 'no wire hangers!' part. should be fun. jamie will be here sometime this afternoon. joshua is flying in too.
let the party start... and never, ever end.
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