thirteen is my lucky number, after all. yesterday was friday-the-thirteenth. all was well, though.
i have to mention this... have you guys seen christine lately? she sent me pics and looks FABULOUS! i don't use that word often and i don't capitalize in my blog. i mean it. you go girl!
i don't say that much, either.
love you!
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Thanks for the FABULOUS comment, I feel it! I hardly get out anymore. I finally have realized the gay bar scene is not going to be the place I find Mr. Right…lol I have to say, I feel like I am evolving as a person. Sometimes, I just don't recognize who I am. It's not in the superficial I think I am HOT way its more like my confidence is sky rocket and I am happy in my own skin. Its just so unfamiliar. Does that make sense? I am fearful though that with that friendships & expectations of what Christine’s roles are going to change. Things that use to be important are not so much anymore. Priorities and staying focused on the positive & me are what matter most. The one thing that will never change though is my love for my friends!
And NO I am not avoiding your calls silly, I was napping casually on a Sunday afternoon, being lazy. I didn't even leave the house yesterday.
I will try to call you sometime this week.
i am sure you were counseled on how you could change mentally before surgery but it's one thing i've noticed on many reports... that's not to say it's a bad thing, though.
it's awesome to grow as a person. even those who have the highest confidence can many times be crying inside. i know this because i've been there. i'm arrogant and conceited sometimes... alright, many times... but it took a while to get there. i had to be proud of the image in the mirror and care not about what others thought. at times, it's still a work in progress.
as far as your role changing, i don't think most of your close friends will have a problem with it. you made mention many times why you were in gay bars and why you had so many gay men as friends. that's not a surprise.
you're right, too, that you need to stay focused on the positive and, most importantly, you. if you don't take care of yourself, who will? and if you don't have confidence and believe in yourself, why should others?
i understand about how a gay bar is not the place to find 'mr right'. hasn't worked for me, either. ; ) seriously, you'll find him. he's looking for you, too. the both of you just haven't bumped into each other, yet.
other things... i was just aggravating you on the voice mail. it's so weird with this time difference. i have to stop and think... what is christine (insert other friends here) doing right now? work? out? sleepin'? then i call...
you know i'm on my ninth week here? i'll be home before you know it! (first week in april)
i'm proud of you, sweetheart and miss you. look forward to your call.
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