they just set red zone... about time.

i have to be at the dentist at 8:30. it's now 8:14. i still have to take a cab to the office, wherever that might be. and they still have to park this damn ship in a tiny bay at the base of a mountain. should be fun.

if i miss my appointment, i'm going to be pissed. that said, i'll leave it at that.

no message from tom on whether his mmd card came in. he did not know when he left a four-minute voice mail yesterday. he was rambling about piney point life, people leaving, people he began to like... stuff just like i went through, although i was able to leave in three weeks flat.

i need to call fed-ex today. just a note for myself.

haha. i'm getting old and can't remember stuff. haha.

this cruise has been amazing. i've had some of the best guests! great tips, too.

i talked to mrs. rhonda yesterday. was nice to hear her voice although it's a bit shaken right now. she's an awesome, strong woman though. she'll be just fine. i'll do what it takes (within my power) to make sure she is. she's jone of three women i care the world about.

hmmm... i'm wasting time and minutes again.

how's atlanta? cold? i never hear from you bitches. you just read this and never post. get all your answers here, huh? hear ye, hear ye.

i'm not homesick, per se, yet but i do miss so much about home. friends, first, of course. then the bars (imagine that). not the weather. certainly not the weather now.

i miss being able to hop in a vehicle and go somewhere... anywhere. i miss being able to use the phone all the time. it's so damn random now. especially with this schedule.

i miss my loft. my bed. my fish! how are they, by the way? i haven't heard from them in a while.

i guess i need to run.

oh... the smoking thing is going awesome. i started to have a cigarette yesterday while i was on the phone with leslee but she scolded me. i didn't smoke it and haven't had one yet! she's not stealing my thunder but she said she was quitting with me. i hope so.

if you see her with one, let me know. i'll scold her back.

love you all... going to change for the dentist. what shall i wear?