ugh.

ever have that no-so-fresh feeling. hate it when there's nothing you can do about it?

yeah.

i'm going back to work tonight. i've gotten a bit lazy although i just had this mad streak of energy and cleaned our cabin. looks and smells nice, though.

i got a text from tom yesterday. it simply stated: i've discovered hell. not sure what he meant by that.

of course, certain people didn't like the fact that i had lunch with him and perhaps i can understand why. however, why is there a need to be blatantly rude to someone when it will accomplish nothing?

i don't understand why tom decided to take a position other than to follow me. he says that is not the reason so there's no sense to argue. i did not want him on this ship with me, which i explained to him on the phone and through e-mail, which is published earlier in this blog.

we were both at the mall, i wanted to eat and he joined me. my whole issue was with him being on this ship with me. he's not so there's no issue.

yes, i still think it's weird he's in hawaii but he's not intruding on me. it won't be for at least five months that i see him again.

meanwhile, i believe some people should get over themselves. if you're offended by that comment, it's most likely you.

i'm in a bad mood and probably shouldn't write publicly right now...

on a good note... i talked to several people today. missed some of you but will try again. i think i am going to the beach tomorrow to relax a bit. after today, i need it.